Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Doing the "basics"!


      They say it is about doing the basics right. That has been quite a story for me as well: doing the basics right.  I always took rigorous curriculum, good subject combination and performed to my optimum and this, thus, did not have questions about security of my educational career. As every career opened that way, I have spent my high without a definite educational aim. I did not know what I wanted to be, and the uncertainty still persists.
        My gap year is a result of the uncertainty that loomed over what I really wanted to be and where did I want to see myself.  I did not know if I was applying abroad until I finished my A levels. Had the majority of my friends not applied USA, I probably would have followed their path. This again comes to doing the basics right, this time in a belief that what my friends did was for something better that what opportunity was on offer in Nepal.  Many people join A levels only to apply for USA, but I did not have faintest of idea for what particular reason did I read A levels.  My father suggested me to read A levels because he wanted me to have different educational experience from what he had when he did his I.SC. Neither my father nor me what prospects did A levels have to offer in reality.

     Even though I planned to apply to US Colleges, I was not sure what definite major I was to choose and what kind of colleges I was to apply. I prepared and gave SAT and TOFEL, very frivolously the latter, as these standardized tests were the prerequisite for applying to US; doing basics alright! Thus began the rigorous work of searching the US colleges for me.  Because I needed large amount of financial aid, options for applying dropped very sharply as not every US College provides adequate financial aid to international students like us.  The list of colleges narrowed as the process went along and I ended up applying some seventeen "everyone applying" colleges. Since every candidate like me needed an aid and since the number of students like me was large, the application pool that my application belonged to happened to be very competitive.  
As a result, the basic things that I had been doing all the time did not work out well in college Application. The kind of US colleges I was applying to needed more than basics if I was to become a part of any big news.  I ended up being rejected by nine colleges with three waitlist turned rejections and five acceptances.  Of the five colleges that accepted me, only a second tier university in USA and a good college in Germany provided decent financial aid. The financial aid the latter provided is not as good as the aid that first one provided, but the cost is still manageable.

     I do not know whether attending the college in USA that provided good aid is better a decision than attending the university in Germany. I do not know what the "basics" is this time. Whatever it is, I think this time I need to show some defiance against the basics regarding my college and major.


Monday, May 27, 2013

मेरा कामरेडको देश

शिशिर यामको स्पर्ससंगै  सुस्ताएकी सेती थिचोलेर
भावाना को आन्तरंगामा आशाको दियो बोकेर
  आईपुगे कामरेड 
आईपुगे कामरेड सीङ दरबारमा

आनगिन्ति सवारीले भरिएका लामा फाट जस्ता सडकमा
आल्मलिए, हो आल्मलिए कामरेड
मुस्कुराई रहेका प्रजोलित गगन चुम्बी भवनहरुले
  सल्बलिए, हो सल्बलिए कामरेड
साचै साचै आनौठो भएछ हजुरको देश
खैर आएपुगे कामरेड

जहाँ हजुर को  देश नया   बिहानी  को पाईला  समाउदैछ
उता मेरो देश लपमस्त निन्द्रामा रमाउदैछ
हजुर बफे दिनर खादा मेरो देश भोक मारी मा झाँगिएको
कथ्यनरिदो जाडोमा पनि सरम लाग्दो नांगिएको
आभाब उपेकछया ले मेरो देश नराम्री उदांगिएको
खैर आएपुगे कामरेड


मैले सुनेको हजुरकै लागि मोबाईल  सेवा बदाईदैछ अरे
मुस्ताङका लागि भवनहरु धलाईदैछ अरे
उपचारका लागि बाहिये बिमान मागाईदैछ  अरे
अनि शिछयाका लागि ठुला ठुला भवनहरु ठदाईदैछ अरे

तर कामरेड
 मेरा देश बसीले मोबाईल देखका छन् 
लामा फाट जस्ता सडक देखेका छन् 
लोबै लाग्दा अस्पताल देखेका छन्      
 अनि सायदै कुनै डाक्टर भेटेका छन्

हो मेरो देश हजुर को भन्दा धेरै भिन्न
हजुरको देश विकासमा होमिदा  मेरो देश पिछदिएर खिन्न
साचै मेरो देश रासटका लागि रादो भएको 
अनि भ्रस्टका लागि मागी खाने भादो भएको    
यस्तै यस्तै मेरो देश
खैर आएपुगे कामरेड

तर मैले आशा मारेको छैन कामरेड
कुनै दिन शिशिर शरद को उडासिनता बिर्सेर
मेरो देश बसन्त मा प्रबेस गर्ने
अनि नलेखिएका पताहरु सोर्निम क्रान्ति ले भर्नेछ
तब त्यो दिन  मेरो देश हजुरको जस्तै बन्ने
यस्तै यस्तै बन्ने मेरो देश

Sunday, May 26, 2013

Because I wanted that way

I knew all the hotels would be closed by 12.30 am; I knew no bus would leave for Lumbini at mid night.  I knew how the highway road would be like in a summer night of Terai. And I knew I was acting rather insane.  
I started from dang at 8 P.M. in a bus that headed for Kathmandu. By a simple calculation, I would have reached Kathmandu at around 9 AM the next day. But, my plans were different, something that a person in sane state of mind would not have ever planned. I got off from bus in transformational hub- Butwal -at 11.45 pm. Some hotel- people approached me asking if I was interested in living in hotel for that night. I, however, denied the offer and got along. I caught the bus, which later turned out to be the last one for that day, from Butwal for Bhairahawa, the entry point for Lumbini.
The junction

I completed the formality of searching the hotels in Bhairahawa, just to make sure that observing people, there were not many though, did not think me as a vagrant person. However, I knew for sure that all the hotels would be closed in that time of the night in Bhairahawa, for Bhairahawa, unlike Butwal, was dormant place in night.  THE NIGHT then started in exact way I wanted it to be for me.
There were two policemen on their duty at the Bhairahawa junction, the junction for the ways leading to Lumbini-Taulihawa, Sunauli and  Butwal. I did not talk much to them. They were pretty much engaged in lecherous talks of their own. I hovered around for some time, under the impression that I would not be harmed by any other creatures as I was near some policeman. How long would I loiter around though? Loitering around would not last for all night; I needed to something durable to pass the whole night. For the fact that I felt sleepy and I had no other options, I thus decided to sleep in a street, the kind of experience I was longing to witness.
A dump site was nearby, so was the drainage canal. I tried to sleep with my bag as a pillow, but the the buzzing sound of mosquito intervened my intention to sleep. I nevertheless managed to sleep for half an hour, before I could no longer stand the exasperating sound of mosquito.
Clock had just ticked 1 am. I then started to look for hotels, this time in desperation more than in a formality. I then began to realize, but rather momentarily, that   I had chosen the wrong way to spend the night. I was left with no options, but to wait for the first bus that would leave for Lumbini. From the information I got, the first bus leaving for Lumbini would arrive at around 5 am.
 I would fall asleep, but not longer than 15 minutes. This cycle continued until 3 am. However, I felt sleepy and dizzy as the dawn was at sight. At around 4 am, I could not stand being at the Bhairahawa junction anymore. So, I headed towards the road leading to Lumbini.  At the time I had started my journey, I could see some people in their morning walk. I walked 4 km towards Lumbini, before I finally got into a bus heading towards Taulihawa through Lumbini. I luckily got the seat and slept in my bus seat. I was so sleep deprived that I reached up to Taulihawa without noticing that Lumbini, my ultimate destination for this all, had passed some 21 km back.
And this all happened, because I wanted these things to be the way they happened. 

Friday, August 24, 2012

Role of Youth in Country's Future: What, How and When?


  Samuel Ullman, an American bard, in his famous poem "Youth" stated youth as a state of mind, but not as a period of time. So rightly, youth is not a matter of rosy cheeks, red lips, supple knees or stout muscularity; it is a matter of the will, quality of the imagination and vigor of the fervor. Youth means a temperamental predominance of adventure and courage over timidity of the adversity, doubt and despair .So long as our heart receives messages of cheer, courage, faith, grandeur, hope, self confidence and zeal, we are youth. Our ideas count as much as our passion and devotion. Youths are the backbone for progress of a country; the ability of youth determines the relative position of a country against the hurdles to reach the acme position. Better the youths, easier the hurdles. Therefore, it largely depends upon youth to hone future of the country through scientific, technological, socio-economical and political excellence. But, are the youths of this south Asian country prepared to revive their country from this slack period of doldrums? If not, exactly in what ways can youths play their crucial role in country's future? 

         It would be better to analyze the present condition of our country at first. Nepal ranks 157th in Human Development Index (HDI) and 154th in a report published by Transparency International, inferring Nepal as 24th corrupted country of the world and the most corrupt country in South Asia. We live in such a paradox that surprisingly large area of country is flooded every year by heavy rainfall, yet we acquiesce to incur 10 hours of load shedding, in average, due to low rainfall (that is what they say).  As a matter of fact, we have potentiality of producing electricity that could even lighten our heavyweight neighbors, but to our dismay only 1.53 percent of potential electricity has been harnessed even after a century that first hydropower project was successfully completed. We could not grasp the opportunity to create our constitution by ourselves even after doubling the allocated time and investing billions of rupees. To exacerbate the matter, cases of bribery, conspiracies, corruption, murder and vandalism are in rife and plaguing our country. These records clearly delineate the bleak picture of our country, and one could sense that our country is turning into an unsuccessful state.

Underlining this fiasco, there is rarely anything for youth as such to emulate from our leaders. However, the younger generation should not undermine their ability to become steadfast leaders; there could be no better option than being a leader to serve for better future of the country. Most of the political thoughts prevailing in our country are antediluvian; political leaders what time has shown are egotistical and have not been able to rise above their own political concern. Moreover, our leaders lack fresh insightful ideas and thus are not able to cope with the needs of modern generation. In this scenario, youths should be updated with the political issues and should actively take part in political activities. If anyone declares to become MESSI in politics, it is when hot blood of youth runs through his/her veins, not when his/her hairs need hair-dye to look young. Younger the player better is his stamina, skills, power and composure. Along with time these ability deteriorate, and this is exactly how leadership ability go in politics as well. Youths, thus, have to look after political system of the country and should give their best to eradicate social bigotry, accelerate the economic progress and bring a seismic wave of development, and, in the mean time, learn from the mistakes of the past.

        Different abilities of youths should never remain lurked whatsoever; youths need to make contribution to their country from every possible way. Apart from politics, youths can make themselves heard in mainstream of development by getting involved in non-political, non-profitable and non-governmental organizations, better known as NGOs; being a part of civil society would be other alternative. The former are termed as second organ for development, for their work in the field of social welfare, youth empowerment, women empowerment etcetera. Additionally, these organizations are working to rehabilitate victimized girls, children and youths to maintain the social harmony. Furthermore, their contribution against different social prejudices prevailing in our country is highly appreciable. Amid present chaotic political turmoil and economic recession, role of civil society is crucial in maneuvering country in right direction. United we stand divided we fall; youths need to be united for national integrity, social cause and also for the betterment of country’s future. Actions from facebook group Nepal Unities to draft constitution on time was noteworthy. Youth initiatives project of “May the corruption rot” is another paradigm of youth’s collaborative action to eradicate corruption deep rooted in the bureaucracy of our country. Similarly, dedicated, loyal and workaholic civil servant is what our country requires at the present. Erudite youths can embellish these important aspects of development through their charisma, creativity, energy and scholarly knowledge.

   Socio-economic aspect needs to be as stout as political governance for a country to make any coherent, proportionate progress. Having said so, entrepreneurs are resilience for upgrading economic status of a country, for their ability of creating wide range of jobs, national revenue, income generating opportunities and utilization of raw materials. What differentiates successful entrepreneurs from other is their devotion and perspiration; and this is exactly how youths are characterized: by their devotion and perspiration. So, Nepalese youths can prove themselves as good entrepreneurs and certainly have the ability to walk down same line as the greatest of entrepreneurs of the world to boost up the economic status of the country. Similarly, youths can get involved in international businesses or international diplomacy and propel their national economy to a whole new level. Moreover, scientific agriculture is another area where youths can work to improve economic aspects of our country; youths can also utilize fallow yet highly arable land to revolutionize agriculture in the country where two third of the population is dependent in agriculture. Youths also have the great responsibility of educating upcoming generation and their uneducated peers to bring new complicated technical skills in building sound transportation, communication, technological and agricultural networks across the country.

        It would not be a generalization to assert that youths need to be involved in every aspects of development, their involvement ranging from agriculture and culture to machine and medicine.  Youths can help country in education by making drastic improvement over existing education system or become environmentalist to conserver environment. Similarly, youths can become doctors to abase the mortality rate or become engineer to escalate infrastructural development of country. They can make radical breakthroughs in science by being a science wizard or become revolutionary writers to take literature and society a step ahead, as illustrated by protagonist in Indian writer Chetan Bhagat's latest novel REVOLUTION 2020. Following the present deadlock of winning remarkable medals and trophies at international sports arena, youths can prove their worth by being a sports personality who can bring long awaited glory home finally. Nepal is renowned for its cultural heritage and ethnic diversity across the globe; youths can activate themselves to protect and preserve these aspects which have glorified our identity in outer world. Youths, thus, can invest, both economically and technically, in tourism industry and influx the astounding number of tourists through appealing advertisements or can come up with similar master plans like Visit Nepal year 2011 or Visit Lumbini Year 2012. In addition to that, youths need to participate in these sorts of projects to make them successful. No matter what youth become, they should rise above their mere greed of earning more and should commit to work voluntarily for country at times.  At the same time, they should not be hesitant to work in the rural communities of the country. Steve jobs, one of the greatest entrepreneurs of all time, once said, "Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma – which is living with the results of other people’s thinking. Don’t let the noise of other’s opinions drown out your own inner voice and most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary". So, it is important that Youths follow their passion and set their aims by keeping their credentials, qualifications and interest in their mind, but not by what other expect them to be; this way country can benefit a lot.
   
 Nevertheless, there are copious of examples where youths have ruined their life falling in a trap of lust, drugs and other illegal and immoral activities. Every passing second, we are losing youths who might have had a tendency of bringing overwhelming changes in our country and who could have mattered a lot. Aware youths should distract their peers from getting indulged in unethical and illegal actions. It is necessary for youths not to be divergent from their path; youths need to be scrupulous about what they are doing and should analyze whether their work is morally, legally and ethically correct. Moreover, it is an undeniable fact that these young generations are, one day, to become parents. So, they need to make up their minds to provide an environment where their children can grow up as responsible citizens. In the mean time, they should warn their children not to get involved in illegal and immoral activities and keep them under close scrutiny and fulfill the responsibility of parents in true sense.
    
 However, things are not as easy as they look; there is whole lot of difference in what is said and what can be achieved pragmatically. It is a unanimous fact that we have not been able to live up to our own potentiality and expectations from our motherland. Thus, we need to contemplate what has gone wrong and come up with the vibrant ideas and exorbitant of zeal to cope with our loopholes and drawbacks. We had enough of ideas, philosophies and master plans in papers and verbose speeches, it is a high time we work to make designed state of utopia come true. It is now or never for youths. There is a famous patriotic saying, “Do not ask what country has given to you; instead ask yourselves what you have given to your country?” It is not the time for youths to file grievances against the country, its history or, its system; rather it is our  turn to fulfill our responsibility of embracing the democratic values of New Nepal through social conscience, political awareness, self-confidence and the patriotic feeling clutched somewhere in our heart. However, youths should not falter to make possible change in our system.  On top of that, youths should be meticulous not to be  presumptuous, foolhardy and should not work out things in precipitate manner but their actions should be adhered by a bit of tolerance, little patience, positive attitude and accompanied by exhaustive knowledge and conscience.  Our nation needs commitment, promise, toil and sweat from youths.         







Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Open letter to all the parents


                                   
                                        
Dear parents,
         Success is not a one night achievement; it's gradual and can take plethora of time.  We understand your concern, but we are as much worried about our future as you are. At times, we might have flunked our exams, jeopardized our grades, and dropped our merits; however on an optimistic note this is exactly how life goes on.  Not a single person in this world is impeccable, not even a person that you think as the paradigm of excellence for us; have you ever realized how austere their life is?
We are old enough to distinguish between what is right and what is wrong. Moreover, it is upon us to choose a career among different alternatives in our life, ourselves. Albert Einstein once said, "Everybody is a genius, but if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid". We surely have different credentials, qualifications, interest and talents which vary from individuals to individuals. To put it other way, everyone does not have a charisma to be erudite in what society recognizes as highly reputed jobs. Some might have passion in music, some might want to be sports personality while other might be enamored in different forms of arts, and might want to peruse their career in it. Passion varies, and so does the aim in our life. Nevertheless, all the professions are equally respectable and even equally lucrative, if one can exploit them well.
Parents, we have some question to ask: What would have Justin Bibber achieved by this age if he had wanted to become an engineer? Had Sachin Tendulkar taken biology as his career, what would he have become, a lab assistant? They certainly would not have achieved as much as they have achieved in their respective fields whatsoever. There is no guarantee as such that your choice of career works well for us. One's chance of succeeding does not only depend upon knowledge and effort but equally on the emotional devotion one has put into it. We cannot have our emotional devotion into anything unless our passion drives our emotions.
Give us the time and we will show our virtue to the world with patience, confident, motivation and toil. We assure that you will never have to bow down your head because of us, if not held it high. We might not become a doctor, an engineer or an Ivy League graduate, but one day, we promise, you all will be proud of us and probably bragging about us, for whatever we might have become. Parents, that very moment, we all will be in a common ground and will have a common reason to smile.   
               We hope to see positive response from you.
                                                                                                             Yours faithfully
                                                                                                                                               Sons/Daughters
                                                              


Monday, July 16, 2012

Politics, you must be kidding!


When I was small, my teachers used to ask us what we wanted to become when we grew up. My friends would say doctor, engineer or any other lucrative profession. When I was asked, I replied that  I wanted to become a politician. Everybody laughed, for the reasons I was unaware of.  I, now, wonder what triggered those little minds to laugh at my choice.

 Why is there so much of hatred for the politicians in our country? One obvious reason is that , with all due respect to our politicians, our politicians who are in the acme position, what time has shown, are morally lewd, power fanatics and have not been up to the expectations of the people, let it be in the time of Rana or king or even after country have been established as a federal republic.  On top of that, our country has not been able to witness so much of political success despite making much of breakthrough lately. On top of that, our rate of progress has always been hindered by the political turmoil.  For instance, our economic growth of this fiscal year has been the lowest of last 3 years, almost regularly occurring strikes at the last quarter of the fiscal year amid political uncertainty being one of the main reasons.  These may be few of the reasons why general public have not had the positive message from politics.
    Similarly, there are very few paradigms of students who have taken politics as a career from the urban family of higher social status, excluding some business person turned politicians. The politicians generally hail from the rural part of the country with their family not with strong economic backgrounds. The social prestige of politicians is such that the parents do not want their children know about the political news let alone making politicians the idols.
Moreover, political leaders do not have security of their life, and so often they have to run after the signals of other people. When they do not, they make their decision suicidal. One could find many examples where popular, influential and inspirational political leaders have been murdered; Communist leader Madan Bhandari from Nepal, Indira Gandhi and her son Rajiv Gandhi from India, Julfikar Ali  Bhutto and his daughter Bennizer Bhutto from Pakistan , Yitzak Rabin from Isarel are some representatives examples from Asia. Recent murder of judge of supreme court ,Rana Bhadur Bam, is also believed to be connected with some politicals decisions, and  the responsibility of the incident has been taken by a political party. These incidents also push aspiring politicians to have a second thought about their career.
     Despite all the odds, we cannot forget that politics is at the core of any country and it is through the political process and institutions that any nation runs. Keeping these things in mind, the political status of a country needs to be stout if a country is to make any good progress. So, it may be a time for youths to think about becoming political doctors and engineers to rescue the country from bed of political fiasco with a panacea and to create a  new torso of the country.

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Darkness Beneath the Light


 One hazy winter day, I along with my friend had to go to Lainchaur for a work to be done. We got on to a microbus reaching old bus park.  The microbus was packed and we had to complete our journey without having being seated in microbus. A boy who seemed to be in his early teen asked us for our fare. Upon giving him our fare and student identity card, he passed our identity card to the driver to scrutinize them. I then had a feeling that he did not know how to read or write. Eventually, he returned our identity card after verification from the driver who, for us, seemed articulate enough to know the expiring date of the card.

 We then started our journey towards New Road on walk. Near Keshar Mahal, building of Education Ministry, my eyesight caught two children sniffing the drugs in the used packet of milk. I also overheard them quarreling with each other using vulgar words which would have been very hard for normal people to digest.The incident was under surveillance of several policemen but they all were stoic. The Policemen were rather entertained by the act of those children contrary to what we expect them to do in these situations. Furthermore, the body looking after the education sector is Educational Ministry near which the very incident had taken place.

Few meters ahead, some kids of school going age were begging for money; claiming they felt hungry but had no money.   I really felt pity of our country from the incidents that I witnessed in quick succession of time.  Slogans of child right or education for all seemed not to have existed for those children I came across. It was ludicrous to have witnessed such things in front of the Ministry which looks after educational system of the country. And, lack of education is root cause of these problems. The incident was clear illustration of the proverb, darkness beneath the light.

 Country, now, is preparing to draft a new constitution. In these circumstances, the prerogative rights of the children such as to read and write should be ensured in new constitution. Also, the constitution should be implemented pragmatically and not  within the words of constitution only. Government, Ministry of Education (MOE), several non-governmental organizations looking for the welfare of children needs to be more focused to their task.

Let times come as such, that no child would be a bus conductor or get engaged in any menial labor work but all would get an opportunity to read. Let those streets be occupied by cheerful faces who promise to lead the country in the path of success, one day.